terça-feira, 16 de fevereiro de 2010

More than one year presenting myself: the reactions - 3

There's an important point that people are not getting about my attitude and it reveals the automatism of some reactions. Why I'm not presenting myself with my "real" name: Carlos Eurico Poggi. Why is that? Let me explain it once and for all:
I have already did it. I was in my early thirties and I was trying to build up a normal life.
When the supernatural experience was on during the period of 1979 to 1991, I hid everything. After that, I presented myself formally as "Carlos Eurico Poggi" in every professional opportunity, from 1992 to 2007. I tested all types of normal bios about me. I wasted time and money inventing lots of explanation just to cover up the real story behind me. The result was awful. The misunderstandings on my artistic goal was impossible to solve.
So it's easy to see that I'm not a weird newcomer trying to call attention. I have all that fake portfolios to prove what I'm writing here.
The situations I faced was so terrible that I had decided to give up my classic art as a way to survive. And I was doing fine as a contemporary artist. Once again I have all the images to prove what I'm telling.
The main reason behind my choice to reveal my story and present myself as MichelAngelo BuonaRoti (something that the majority of you will not understand) is the spiritual duty behind it.
I do not want to convince anybody about nothing. I don't even like what I'm doing. I just know I have to do it. I hate what happened to me from 1979 to 1991. I hate having to explain it. So it's not easy to get my intentions and the anger and aggressiveness that come with it. It's the only thing left to me to do with all that crap of being MichelAngelo: to take revenge on stupid people. And I will not have any mercy with these trashes.
After all those years being attacked by the stupidity of the "normal" ones, now it's my turn to strike back. And I will do this FOREVER, until my last day in this doomed life.